[00:00.000] 作词 : La Dispute[00:01.000] 作曲 : La Dispute[00:05.483]Reach for the hand brake now[00:08.106]Pull it upward, turn the wheel hard[00:10.091]In Danny's car, drifting in the parking lot, midnight at the church[00:15.559]How we'd float on in snowfall[00:17.909]On ice sheets on the asphalt[00:19.782]In circles turned, enclosing underneath[00:23.388]And in the backseat, you and I[00:25.721]Saw Calvary spinning after in the back of us[00:28.937]Caught you in the glass[00:30.753]Reflected by the streetlights as we passed[00:33.486]I noticed the expressions didn't match[00:36.611]Laughter on the one[00:38.563]Contrasted sadness[00:40.401]The look in your eyes against your hands[00:42.289]The ceiling and your seatbelt off[00:44.287]Dependent on your strength to anchor you[00:47.073]So forceful was the curve[00:48.644]Sent careening into me first[00:50.921]When Danny sideways crashed into the curb[00:54.612]That's the first thing that came back the day I heard[01:12.022]And we would push a little further every time[01:15.590]Breaking into buildings overnight when we got bored[01:19.489]Bent on cheating death[01:21.998]Turned left on every red[01:24.147]The cars ahead slamming on the brakes[01:27.617]We found purpose in laughing after danger[01:30.940]A curse we shouted out[01:32.683]Shot a gun inside the house once[01:35.005]Leaned over the edge of the rooftop[01:37.856]My belt held in the back[01:39.856]Seven stories up to write my name[01:43.216]You carved "Die young" with a pen[01:45.446]In the skin below your neck[01:47.297]To keep your recklessness closer to the chest, a reminder to reject[01:52.262]A perpetual hanging threat[01:54.313]A promise you kept now[01:56.382]True to yourself[01:57.982]To the end[01:59.030]In a sense[01:59.972]I suspect you always felt that way[02:03.004]No exceptions for the time you spent in ours[02:05.913]And in mine[02:06.963]And you drifted far away from us in time[02:09.881]Out of mind[02:10.766]Out of sight[02:12.789]What else is there to say now but goodbye?[02:16.977]And the last time I saw you[02:18.670]After years we spent apart[02:20.511]You came to my apartment just to talk[02:24.102]Dressed in a suit[02:26.151]Said your life had gotten better[02:28.267]Even then, I wasn't sure it was the truth[02:31.261]When Danny called to tell me[02:33.805]I didn't know how you had been[02:35.938]About the benchmarks you'd met in your life[02:39.154]The counterweights to tip[02:40.762]Keep equal weight on either side[02:43.045]The anguish of existing unrequested[02:45.685]And the joy to be alive[02:47.830]And I know now the truth[02:49.742]That a lie is one too[02:51.693]That some things unsaid[02:53.759]Really aren't in the end[02:55.626]Chief of my regrets[02:57.493]When he told me how you'd died[02:59.411]I'm ashamed I felt surprised[03:02.887]By your own hand at night, fired once and survived, and then somehow again[03:08.880]I saw Calvary behind you in the light[03:12.247]Scattered your reflection in the doctrine and I almost believed[03:16.620]We would enter in elected when we died[03:20.185]Carried by the U and the I in the T.U.L.I.P. despite how hard we tried[03:26.204]Both our names circled twice[03:28.554]You and I would get ushered triumphant into Heaven and the light[03:34.246]And you reached to find the brake[03:37.502]Nothing there to pull[03:39.993]To be pulled back with grace[03:42.169]From the way you chose to bring yourself relief[03:45.393]Backwards, forwards on the ice[03:48.147]Circles spinning helpless at the edge[03:51.764]There again, you and I[03:53.946]What else is there to say now but goodbye?