[00:05.574][00:46.870]My doors are locked[00:48.342]The lights are off[00:49.786]And I am trembling in fear[00:52.592]I'm alive, but I wish I wasn't here, oh[00:58.145]The rope around my neck has snapped and all I feel is fear[01:03.734]For all the people in my life I hold dear[01:09.312]The time is passing away too slowly for me to not feel regret[01:14.951]For all the joy and pain that caused this life to live today but yet[01:20.692]My mind is swimming in the river flowing down into death[01:26.326]But I can't save myself oh why, oh why am I just...[01:31.366]...such a mess?[02:23.121]Why do I try so hard to live[02:26.307]But I live in fear[02:28.802]Why do I try to find release[02:32.021]When it's just right here[02:34.759]Everyday I fall apart[02:37.911]And fall back to the start[02:40.062]Why can't I... why can't I...[02:42.918]...build the courage to...[03:08.324]I'm alone again, my phone is dead and I just dread[03:13.911]Getting up from the edge of my bed, oh[03:19.540]Life's a pill that's hard to swallow, but the pills in my hand...[03:25.056]Are so much harder when my pain doesn't end[03:30.101]Ah, why can't I breathe one more time?[03:36.919]And safely say it's my last[03:41.368]Ah, why can't I look myself in the eye[03:48.243]And say a simple...[03:51.103]...goodbye[04:15.783]The trains are passing one by one before I even take a step[04:21.348]And in my ears are just the deafening sound of another breath[04:27.032]Oh, please just let me go[04:29.803]I'm barely hanging by a thread[04:32.627]Why do I strive to sleep?[04:34.994]But keep escaping my eternal rest[05:23.783]Why do I try so hard to live?[05:27.232]But I live in fear[05:29.478]Why do I try to find release[05:32.634]When it's just right here[05:35.117]Everyday I fall apart[05:38.397]And fall back to the start[05:40.830]Why can't I... why can't I...[05:43.507]...build the courage to...