[00:00.000] 作曲 : Abby Powledge[00:15.140]I'm ghosting my hometown friends, but none of it's on purpose[00:25.873]When I let the guilt sink in, I feel like a bad person[00:36.500]And I know it's not my fault, the distance is far too long[00:47.166]But in my defense, they don't call me either[00:57.788]I'm picking up bad habits and building a tolerance[01:08.468]I'm smoking a cigarette in the backyards of friends of friends[01:19.165]And I've never felt much hell like the burn of my Christian guilt[01:29.849]Perpetual sin, it kills all my fire[01:40.434]Well, maybe I've tried all that I could[01:51.245]Maybe I've changed or maybe I should[02:01.765]'Cause I'm getting tired inside my own skin[02:12.428]So maybe I owe it to myself to forgive[02:23.127]Staying up way too late, forgetting to eat something[02:33.858]Then I underestimate quite how much is on my plate[02:44.472]'Cause then I'm awake all night, obsessed with my appetite[02:55.149]Then I wonder why I'm sick in the morning[03:05.763]Well, maybe I've tried all that I could[03:16.567]Maybe I've changed or maybe I should[03:27.143]'Cause I'm getting tired inside my own skin[03:37.710]So maybe I owe it to myself to forgive[03:49.822]I beat myself up again, make up some consequence[03:55.222]Knowing that isn't productive or positive[04:00.465]Years of my life I've spent craving repentance[04:05.587]Resenting the fact that I go back again and again[04:11.796]And again and again and again[04:15.871]And again and again and again[04:21.990]Maybe I've tried all that I could[04:30.348]And again and again