Clue - Russ.mp3

[00:10.711] Yeah yeah
[00:12.077] Bitch you don't have a clue
[00:14.285] Who the **** are you
[00:15.613] The shit I've had to face
[00:16.691] Man I barely made it through
[00:18.088] Different paths I had to choose
[00:19.574] Both em felt like lose lose
[00:21.052] You don't know me so don't act like this
[00:22.621] Is something that you knew bitch
[00:24.285] You don't have a clue
[00:25.795] Who the **** are you
[00:29.639] Bitch you don't have a clue
[00:33.046] You don't have a clue
[00:34.222] Yeah yeah yeah
[00:35.519]
[00:36.148] You don't see the shit I carry
[00:37.547] You don't see the workload
[00:38.900] Perpetually in fight or flight
[00:40.280] Always on alert mode
[00:41.771] Sacrificed my peace
[00:43.198] My relationship with me
[00:44.385] I didn't lose sleep chasing success
[00:45.866] I lost the part of me that could sleep
[00:47.279] I don't know how to just be
[00:48.942] I'm scared that Imma never be done
[00:50.792] If I stop grinding then I gotta meet the part of me that grinding was protecting me from
[00:55.202] You're not listening to me
[00:56.698] You see the cost was loss of trust plus my intimacy
[00:59.479] I lost the chance to be the little brother
[01:01.596] Chance to be the son
[01:02.675] They got to lean I had to hold
[01:03.992] I had to parent everyone
[01:05.396] This shit ain't fun
[01:06.321] I'm barely floating
[01:07.382] Most the time feel like I'm drowning bitch
[01:08.958] When you become the anchor
[01:09.926] You stopped being allowed to drift
[01:11.755] Nobody knows me
[01:12.704] It's been like 10 years of isolation
[01:14.379] How do I maintain my identity without the trauma that's responsible for its creation
[01:18.290] Constantly in combat
[01:19.659] But you not seein' all that
[01:21.382] You just ****in' talkin'
[01:22.270] Shut the **** up
[01:22.606]
[01:22.872] Bitch you don't have a clue
[01:24.229] Who the **** are you
[01:25.582] The shit I've had to face
[01:26.964] Man I barely made it through
[01:28.255] Different paths I had to choose
[01:29.864] Both em felt like lose lose
[01:31.165] You don't know me so don't act like this
[01:32.858] Is something that you knew bitch
[01:34.490] You don't have a clue
[01:35.883] Who the **** are you
[01:39.883] Bitch you don't have a clue
[01:43.653] You don't have a clue
[01:45.057] Yeah yeah
[01:45.770]
[01:46.336] I resent your audacity
[01:47.553] You can't last as me you spineless ****er
[01:49.656] You can't hold your life together
[01:50.955] Let alone the lives of others
[01:52.427] Who you talkin' to
[01:53.408] If I slip everything slides
[01:55.179] I don't get to breathe you bum if I live everything dies
[01:58.119] So yea I take offense
[01:59.228] You're the only one that your mistakes affect
[02:01.639] Fighting through the fog this caused but all you see is stage effects
[02:04.358] I make amends with monsters that you're scared to face
[02:06.760] This pressures foreign to you dawg it's taxing like the tariff rates
[02:09.487] You can't compare the stakes
[02:10.746] You acting like you know but you don't
[02:12.637] I built a life inside the fire dawg you choke on the smoke
[02:15.599] You think that toughness is suppression
[02:17.110] But toughness is confrontation
[02:18.622] Fighting everyone cuz you're scared to fight yourself
[02:21.111] That observation makes you squirm
[02:22.707] You gon learn that you can't **** with me
[02:24.113] The demons you pretending don't exist
[02:25.393] I'm fighting publicly
[02:27.040] You really just a pussy
[02:28.355] And primarily a talker
[02:29.632] You would drown I had to learn how to breathe underwater
[02:31.944]
[02:32.626] Bitch you don't have a clue
[02:34.595] Who the **** are you
[02:35.817] The shit I've had to face
[02:37.196] Man I barely made it through
[02:38.488] Different paths I had to choose
[02:40.089] Both em felt like lose lose
[02:41.454] You don't know me so don't act like this
[02:43.107] Is something that you knew bitch
[02:44.651] You don't have a clue
[02:46.218] Who the **** are you
[02:50.100] Bitch you don't have a clue
[02:53.734] You don't have a clue