Even After I Die - P.M. Dawn.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Attrell Cordes/Dennis James Coffey
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[00:36.31]A question mark's on a question mark
[00:38.55]And insecurities connect my parts
[00:40.85]I thought you are me and I am you
[00:43.25]So I talk to myself 'til my face turns blue
[00:45.42]Ask me if my feet touch the ground
[00:47.72]I drift away and explore the profound
[00:50.12]A morph to satisfaction is the trip
[00:52.42]It's you... isn't it?...
[00:54.56]Father tell me what you think of me
[00:56.63]Please, tell me what you think of me
[00:59.11]The pressure and the weight comes in with the tide
[01:01.67]I tell you that I love you a thousand times
[01:03.73]Someone said a silver course lands my door
[01:05.95]Now question marks talk to me even more
[01:08.20]I'm tired.. and I wanna come home
[01:10.47]But all that pains me is the thought of my own
[01:12.80]The thought of you just reeks with divinity
[01:15.07]A spark by my heart is the symbol of the trinity
[01:17.45]I can understand that the stakes are high
[01:19.69]But I'd really like to know what I've done and why
[01:21.91]I'm floating in a sea of doubt when it comes to that
[01:24.40]It seems as though all of my thoughts are now acrobats
[01:26.70]I am you, now that's a thought to renege
[01:28.65]But in the thought that stops it seems to get big
[01:31.06]I wonder why father.. why it is what it is
[01:33.38]Because I am what I am?.. what gives?
[01:35.89]Alphabet soup brings uncertain T's
[01:38.01]A kiss on the cheek is more trouble for me
[01:40.15]Is it possible that I might decompose
[01:42.42]And reassemble with a spark and a rose
[01:44.75]I notice that oblivion follows me around
[01:47.04]As ode to forgetful mind is shot down
[01:49.34]Eternity is holding a rubix cube
[01:51.54]And everything inside it seems to be nude
[01:53.81]I just don't get it sometimes it's wierd
[01:56.21]It barely shakes but escalates into fear
[01:58.51]I'm so distraught that it now makes sense
[02:00.71]The perfect pony.. but you'll only get a glimpse
[02:03.03]Now someone tried to hit it with a stick of bamboo
[02:05.36]I wonder wonder wonder wonder who
[02:07.86]I grin as the era of the selfish fades
[02:09.93]And I'm looking at the skies through a pair of dark shades
[02:12.28]And I'm buggin I guess cause it makes me feel good
[02:14.50]There's so many things that I misunderstood
[02:16.75]I guess I'll never know.. it'd probably cut me like a knife
[02:19.18]I swore I spent my life trying to be christ-like
[02:21.42]But I love you father so I can't lie..
[02:23.59]I think I'll still be scared even after I die..