[00:00.000] 作词 : Brent Ramber[00:01.000] 作曲 : Brent Ramber[00:15.453]I could feel (I could feel)[00:19.731]My heart sink[00:23.504]I had been pushed (I had been pushed)[00:27.594]To the brink[00:35.303]Losing this conflict was all I could handle[00:39.875]I thought my world was ending[00:42.413]But it was only expanding[00:45.046]It wasn't the emotion I thought I'd expect[00:48.840]"This won't happen" was engrained in my head[00:53.912]My absence was always my escape[00:58.727]I wasn't in the best place (Best place)[01:03.572]You're owed memories, I can't restore[01:07.616]Not stories of wayfare and folklore[01:22.505]My undivided attention was served in seconds[01:27.241]For you I had to mend them[01:29.605]The best parts of me were beckoning[01:35.284]I swallowed my fears[01:39.074]I'm so grateful you're here[01:42.949]The last two years[01:45.508]Would have been unbearable[01:48.304]Without you there (Without you there)[01:53.516]I thought I bided my time too long[01:58.544]It turns out the timing was perfect[02:01.380]In the end the weight was all worth it[02:04.232]The brightness guided me through the fog[02:08.624]A constant beam of light that set my course right[02:34.230]I had taken on too much[02:37.391]It took over me[02:39.440]Longing for what I had when I was young[02:44.021]I had taken on too much[02:47.812]My responsibilities are choking me[02:54.909]Setting boundaries for myself[02:59.810]I'm the one who keeps walking all over them[03:04.805]Creating limits for abuse[03:09.635]I'm the one leaving myself battered and bruised[03:24.218]Where is my incentive (My incentive)[03:28.641]To find my healing?[03:33.621]I let misery be my motivator[03:42.539]I could sense myself slip into this crater[03:51.705]I'll only be one thing forever[03:56.547]I'll slide the scales back to the center[04:01.318]The agony and anguish were just all part of the endeavor