[00:00.000] 作词 : Evian_Lin[00:00.230] 作曲 : Evian_Lin[00:00.460]Twine(麻绳)[00:00.945]Prod ZS beatz[00:01.462]作词:Ev14n[00:01.689]作曲:Ev14n[00:02.188]封面:来晚舟[00:02.707]Mix by Guaiker[00:05.196]Damn[00:07.963]Too hard to be a Virgo[00:10.205]There comes my inner monologue[00:12.951]Well known,perfectionism[00:16.198]It feels like we were born to chase everything[00:19.951]Go for looks,go for fame[00:22.948]Trying our best to meet all the expectations[00:26.950]Just like the mom saying[00:28.701]You can do better[00:30.701]Better better[00:32.201]there’s always better[00:34.197]Till it becomes[00:35.453]I found I’m not happier than before[00:37.446]On the contrary[00:38.699]I feel like I almost suffocate[00:42.952]V1[00:52.193]I spend 20 years to figure out[00:54.444]Why Bitterness makes sense about[00:56.209]Each lecture still fells so loud[00:57.695]The shortest words even shut my mouth[00:59.948]From north to south[01:01.198]We’ve been separated for a thousand hours[01:02.954]Being missed I just can’t turn down[01:04.705]But something I ought to bring myself[01:06.693]I ma stand it deal with all these[01:08.445]Count the cost choose all choices[01:10.189]Knowin’ what I’m doin’ just leave me a break[01:11.951]Bian pain from the every way[01:13.710]I so envy that so called[01:14.952]“ Let bygones be bygones “[01:16.958]I can’t make it and bear the loads[01:18.442]Not Let go but let gone[01:20.450]Eh you can saw me drown in the bath tub[01:23.204]But The thoughts hit like a Mack truck[01:24.697]what a pretty day suck[01:25.444]Lead me to a sad stuff[01:26.704]now I hate the goal make me feel so low[01:28.201]so I sing and hope that I could drop it off[01:29.947]but the shadows linger filled my loft[01:31.690]just sick of power I’m gon be stopped[01:33.441]you heard me[01:34.197]Hook[01:35.948]why on me[01:39.444]I don’t wanna breathe[01:42.706]I don’t wanna breathe[01:45.945]Just sinking into sea[01:49.698]Ain’t nothing to see[01:52.957]Plz let me flee[01:56.441]Plz let me flee[01:59.947]Plz let me[02:04.939]V2[02:14.693]Lately I’ve been feeling numb[02:16.445]Cause when bed time something comes[02:17.942]I go to drink and gotta drunk[02:19.697]All memory through my lungs[02:21.449]I’m shedding tears and get completely stoned[02:23.691]There’s nothing unknown on the phone[02:25.704]I enjoy ‘bout my own[02:27.198]Just can’t let another come in my zone[02:29.203]Doesn’t make sense[02:30.192]true to my friends[02:31.203]When I’m indeed didn’t give me a glance[02:32.699]hiding my hand[02:33.708]closed In advance[02:34.441]don’t lack of genuine man[02:36.211]I do want a girl for sure[02:37.446]I don’t break my heart no more ey ey[02:39.701]Sippin on champagne runway[02:40.945]hoping I could make it someday yeah[02:42.702]pick apart all the pieces ****ed up from masturbating heart[02:45.952]from the place it ends til the time it starts[02:47.459]I’ll get more fans and not fetch enough[02:49.202]Now my life is a maze[02:50.444]Stuck In the place[02:50.950]With the pain in my heart[02:51.948]And the house in the flames[02:52.958]rummage through my mind[02:53.948]nothing I ‘m gonna find[02:54.698]This is all the dream[02:55.714]Hope that’s not a twine[02:56.199]Hook[02:58.201]why on me[03:01.691]I don’t wanna breathe[03:04.940]I don’t wanna breathe[03:08.191]Just sinking into sea[03:11.944]Ain’t nothing to see[03:15.193]Plz let me flee[03:18.699]Plz let me flee[03:22.205]Plz let me