[00:12.851] I know I haven't called but I love you bro[00:15.339] I hope you understand that this is how I didn’t think I'll plan this[00:20.126] I'm damaged my fear is how I navigate the planet[00:23.137] If I stopped myself from talking I will stop your friends from laughing[00:26.684] I’m putting salt up in the bandage[00:29.129] I'm walking with a lasso on the stage as I ropodope the only hope[00:33.394] I have im hoping i won't overdose, i'm too old for the 27 club[00:38.021] I'm a total joke/[00:39.857] I just hope you doing better I can't really get on the phone right now[00:45.154] Im scared and I'm supposed to be the big older sister not remotely close[00:49.974] I'm just trying not to break down at once if you know you know[00:53.316] I guess maybe I should go to therapy[00:55.704] Cause keeping it inside is something that is eating me alive[01:00.362] I don’t think that I will die, I ain’t living to survive[01:04.790] If you can see me you would see it my eyes but… ****