[00:00.00] 作词 : Jaylen Maull[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jaylen Maull[00:05.19]The hardest thought is the one you just thought[00:07.29]The hardest wars is the one you just fought[00:09.42]The poorest poor is the money you sought[00:11.49]The most complex, best speeches ones you talked[00:14.37]Can I get snaps for that?[00:16.41]Why am I focused on past events and past events the reason that my future lacking?[00:20.70]But, if I’m active in my life it all starts retracting[00:23.43]Then, I’m back losing all my hobbies and my last passions[00:27.39]I actively blame it all on my ego[00:29.46]Say it’s mainly my people that’s keeping me so surrounded[00:32.76]I tried to elevate myself, but I’m grounded[00:35.58]I got in trouble for telling myself I’m better than ever before, but I mainly think it was cause I’m clouded[00:41.19]And it was cloudy on that night I wanted to fly[00:43.71]Appreciate the sky for what it was[00:45.60]So I went and did it on my own[00:47.61]Now, I’m drowning[00:50.49]Could you really say you love yourself?[00:53.22]That was a question[00:54.12]Can you really say you love yourself?[00:56.16]I’ll give you time to answer[01:01.56]You got your answer? Cool[01:02.73]Time to give you my answer too[01:04.29]I been hating myself since the day I messed up and I felt it ooo[01:06.72]Ego’s villain my back, and on my jaw I felt a weapon tool[01:09.90]One chance to make it this yo life, gotta respect it too[01:12.69]My life nothing but numbers, and I know that I hate decimals[01:15.45]You get me dog? I pit the bull[01:16.98]Dodge bullets direct to[01:18.18]Wanna be a director too[01:19.68]I hate me more than kids hate directed school[01:21.87]Sorry I’m so angry I really wish that I could help my cool[01:24.66](Sigh)[01:26.88]Look, I know my building needs flooring[01:30.03]You don’t know me, but know stories[01:33.00]So, do you mind if I tell you a story?[01:34.80]It’ll only be a minute