Forgive Me - GAWNE.mp3

[00:00.00] 作词 : Luke Gawne
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Luke Gawne/Nolan Sarnicki
[00:02.91]You were tryna stay
[00:03.78]I was tryna fly
[00:04.71]Had to get away
[00:05.55]Bout to lose my mind
[00:06.51]Need to be alone
[00:07.44]Hate to say goodbye
[00:08.31]Held you in my arms
[00:09.30]One last time
[00:10.14]You walked out the door
[00:11.10]I LEFT YOU BEHIND
[00:12.06]I LEFT YOU BEHIND
[00:12.96]I LEFT YOU BEHIND
[00:14.01]Babe forgive me please
[00:15.66]This is killing me
[00:16.50]God knows that I tried so hard
[00:19.05]Wind blows and the sky goes dark
[00:21.15]Ever since I lost my wife
[00:22.92]There’s a knife that’s inside my heart
[00:25.20]Pray that I go far
[00:26.52]Rest in peace
[00:27.12]Cause a piece of me died
[00:28.35]Cannot hide those scars
[00:29.67]I’m so sorry baby yeah but I chose art
[00:34.08]Yeah I might be ****ed in this head of mine
[00:35.79]But I’m not too sick to acknowledge my
[00:37.68]Ego’s too big never swallow my pride
[00:39.42]Outta time it’s too late to apologize
[00:41.46]I got some vices that ruined my life
[00:43.26]Everyone left me they drew a line
[00:44.88]Again and again I still crossed it
[00:46.68]Respect and your boundaries I threw aside
[00:48.69]Promise you love me and tell a lie
[00:50.52]It was supposed to be you and I
[00:52.26]Look in the mirror
[00:53.13]I’m like who am I?
[00:54.03]I hate myself cause I live a lie
[00:56.07]I don’t know what I’ma do this time
[00:57.75]Don’t give a **** if I live or die
[00:59.70]Only way out may be suicide
[01:02.37]AHH
[01:02.40]Say goodbye
[01:05.04]God if you’re listening please look away
[01:06.90]I couldn’t bear to let you down today
[01:08.52]But I don’t have strength to keep fighting my demons
[01:10.50]I can’t find a reason for me not to cave in
[01:12.27]Too weak to be better now
[01:13.65]Not a king I been a ****ing clown
[01:15.54]If nothing else I might have held the crown
[01:17.13]For the biggest narcissistic head in town
[01:19.02]All the people I burnt
[01:20.04]Genuinely
[01:20.85]I’m so sorry you were treated like dirt
[01:22.77]Too insecure and my ego is hurt
[01:24.51]Childhood trauma it brought out my worst
[01:26.52]AH
[01:26.85]Lord forgive me for I know I’ve sinned
[01:28.65]Walls around me are closing in
[01:30.39]What goes around comes around again
[01:32.49]I’ma pay for it in the in end
[01:34.14]Life is a moment that’s fleeting
[01:35.52]I used to feel it doesn’t hold any meaning
[01:37.26]Before it’s too late I’ma the show you the reason
[01:39.09]My love for you all is not over
[01:40.44]The end is only the beginning
[01:41.82]One last breath
[01:42.60]That I have left
[01:43.50]I’ll be there for you even past death
[01:45.33]From the otherside
[01:46.29]Through the infinite void and the blackness
[01:48.09]In the night sky
[01:48.90]I’ll be right there
[01:49.83]No more nightmares
[01:50.82]Let the light shine
[01:51.69]On my mom and dad, Rebecca, Gabby, Nick, Paul
[01:53.61]I’ll never let you slip from my side
[01:55.35]I will guide you through the rough storms
[01:57.21]I would die for you
[01:58.11]I would fight wars
[01:59.04]If you’re ever lost I will find you in every lifetime
[02:01.59]And every life form
[02:02.64]As I ride off
[02:03.57]In the sunset
[02:04.41]What comes next?
[02:05.34]As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
[02:07.68]God I confess I got a lot of regrets
[02:09.84]Tell you all of my secrets
[02:10.92]No matter the punishment I am receiving
[02:12.75]I’m letting you into the farthest reaches
[02:14.46]Of my closet of demons and skeletons
[02:16.05]Come in if y’all wanna see ‘em
[02:17.28]It kills me to say
[02:18.21]I’m really not ok
[02:19.14]No matter what the drug
[02:20.13]Pills that I take
[02:21.06]Girls that I ****
[02:21.96]Bills in the bank
[02:22.80]It never was enough to deal with the pain
[02:24.69]Withdrawals and my heads racing
[02:26.46]Sick as a dog in my bed wasting away in hell
[02:28.92]Someone tell Satan pitfalls are my temptations
[02:31.77]I’m so sorry to the people I love
[02:33.63]But sometimes love just isn’t enough
[02:35.46]That’s why if you’re struggling I never judge
[02:37.26]Cause I can’t seem to give this shit up
[02:39.12]We gather here today for Luke Gawne
[02:41.55]And then we move on
[02:42.78]That’s it
[02:43.53]Death and taxes
[02:44.49]Close the casket
[02:45.48]Then it’s blackness