[00:00.000] 作曲 : Rosaileen Scher/Matteo Scher/Dominic Florio[00:09.927]Too many restless nights, my body's shaking[00:14.126]My head hurts, got a stomachache[00:18.161]Too many sleepless nights and I'm impatient[00:23.955]Like a war inside my mind[00:27.817]I'm anxious all the time[00:29.115][00:30.150]Fake laughing, but I'm breaking[00:33.146]Pretend I'm doing fine[00:34.878]Fight with my medication[00:36.781][00:39.939]It's been a year[00:42.526]Too numb to feel[00:49.398]Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math[00:53.900]It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up[00:57.960]'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[01:02.131]I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[01:06.838][01:07.835]Too many hours staring at the television[01:13.645]My therapist says it's okay to rest[01:17.765]My friends are talking and I'm barely listening[01:23.151]They call me selfless, but I'm self-obsessed[01:26.122][01:27.239]Fake laughing, but I'm breaking[01:32.423]Prеtend I'm doing fine[01:33.812]Fight with my medication[01:36.270][01:39.533]It's been a yеar[01:42.262]Too numb to feel[01:47.600]Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math[01:53.345]It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up[01:56.816]'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[02:01.480]I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[02:06.545][02:07.816]Sometimes, I still have good dreams at night[02:12.395]Do my best to wake up smiling[02:16.690]And it's been the best year of my life[02:21.957]But it doesn't add up, it doesn't add up 'cause[02:27.626][02:29.216]It's been a year[02:32.839]Starting to feel[02:37.091]Twenty milligrams of happiness, but when I do the math[02:42.725]It doesn't add up, it doesn't add up[02:46.695]'Cause I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[02:51.078]I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad[02:55.987][02:57.402]I'm still sad, sad, sad, sad, sad