[00:00.000] 作词 : Rila Ogawa[00:01.000] 作曲 : Rila Ogawa/Airon Gauff/Abby Walker[00:39.199]No,no don't look at me[00:41.902]Hands down my throat to get rid of the feeling in my chest or in my head[00:48.016]Feeling like I'm dying and it's too quiet[00:51.780]And they're all looking at me[00:57.094]Why can't I just be perfect like you,god[01:01.359]Their eyes undressing me,mom[01:05.953]You should hear what they say about girls like you with ambition like yours[01:22.465]They don't know the ****ing half of it[01:25.654]I will reclaim my anger for the last time,and accept this for the first[01:33.107]They're inebriated,and I'm a writer[01:36.561]Words won't stop until the ink runs through my veins again[01:42.185]I love this so much,I will let it kill me[02:36.243]And I will run like a girl until my body gives out and is eaten by this soil you claim is yours[02:54.336]Let me get swallowed by this earth and be remembered as good