[00:16.95]I look up to Jupiter[00:18.61]She sees me in Saturn[00:20.90]Her heart beats like a pattern[00:22.98]Or something less mechanical[00:25.22]Our veins mapped out like subway cars[00:27.14]And how’d you think they get so far[00:30.78]When everything’s in motion[00:32.96]And I’m feeling kinda rushed, kid[00:35.13]I'm 21 and useless[00:50.76]It's a good thing I get manic[00:52.82]A couple minutes every hour[00:54.97]Cause everything is messy[00:57.04]The world is full of broken things[00:58.97]I still love it[01:00.35]And no one stands above it[01:02.17]And if I joined a party and ill start hanging out less[01:06.31]Do you think anyone will notice[01:24.23]Theres lilacs in my body[01:26.21]The pictures all move freely[01:28.23]Life's like bigger screens that[01:30.45]You all watch without me[01:32.42]Can you see the seasons leaving[01:34.33]Well, everything is changing and everyone’s always changing[01:38.57]Except this Allston basement[01:42.02]I'm 21 I hate this[01:44.13]I’m alone and I am weightless[01:49.30]The northeast is my cradle[01:51.39]The woodlands feed me maples[01:53.40]You'll do grad school in Seattle[01:55.34]And I'll stay here forever[01:57.71]And one day you'll remember[01:59.53]Waking up over and over[02:01.47]It's a pretty vivid picture[02:03.45]That your aunt gave you for Christmas[02:06.52]Cause you asked for a different sweater[02:09.06]Something more your color[02:10.89]Something for that weather when your cold and in bed later[02:22.34]And the thunder outside is crying but the rain is pouring upwards[02:26.27]And as you step outside you lose your mind your shirt balloons with water[02:30.66]You thought about that album[02:32.69]Called love and long lost children[02:34.83]Called mother natures daughter[02:36.67]Called no one’s ever known her[02:39.61]And you will float to heaven[02:41.75]And you'll count to 27[02:43.65]And you'll awake again at 50[02:45.80]And I wonder if your lonely