WHO I WAS - NF/mgk.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/NF/Colson Baker
[00:00.031] 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/NF/Colson Baker
[00:00.063] Ash and dust
[00:04.215] Everything I care about and love
[00:09.537] Burning up
[00:13.848] Nothing left of who I thought I was
[00:18.046] Who I was
[00:19.489] I'm stuck in traffic trying to find my way to a home
[00:21.745] That I've never known on a GPS with no address
[00:23.771] So I follow my heart but my heart is scattered
[00:25.936] Like my father's ashes in the back of the rental after I dropped his urn
[00:29.060] Probably a metaphor for everything I've learned
[00:31.421] Like how the only love I'll have is gonna crash and burn
[00:33.803] Or how the poorest I felt was after the most I've earned
[00:36.146] The biggest lie I've told is that no one should be concerned
[00:38.558] There's got to be another highway that don't lead to Hell
[00:40.918] A star to lead me through the darkest night like Christian Bale
[00:43.330] I hid from God for more than two decades of life
[00:45.635] For when I came back into the light he didn't ask me if I'm Christian still
[00:47.935] Just opened up his arms and embraced me like I'm his son
[00:50.474] Erasing all the archetypes of what people like me become
[00:52.844] Since I was young my personality split like serpents tongue
[00:55.360] But all the poison in my body still aint make me numb
[00:57.711] I lost a best friend and felt all that
[00:59.823] Crying on his open casket, well I knelt on that
[01:02.019] I had a best man picked out for my wedding
[01:03.976] But instead of getting married I carried guilt and left all that
[01:06.875] A vagabond that broke a bond for boca raton
[01:09.242] Who all along regretted he never kept all that
[01:11.518] I left everything behind but this engagement ring and a frozen heart
[01:14.629] I'm standing in the fire to melt all that yeah
[01:16.808] Ash and dust
[01:21.093] Everything I care about and love
[01:26.294] Burning up
[01:30.689] Nothing left of who I thought I was
[01:34.715] Who I was
[01:44.397] I, I, I was
[01:46.876] Lash out
[01:48.063] Need to take a breath and calm down
[01:50.602] Try to regulate don’t know how
[01:53.048] Wasn’t taught that in my house
[01:55.759] Kids of my own I step back
[01:58.218] Look at those smiles and feel sad
[02:00.738] Hope they don’t wind end up like dad
[02:03.281] Stuck in this loop like I am
[02:05.955] I…
[02:07.232] Called you never heard back
[02:08.904] After everything we been through the good and the bad
[02:11.398] You bout to throw it all away and overreact
[02:13.951] Because I over reacted karma I guess
[02:16.449] My temper gets the best of me a part of me that
[02:18.899] I wish I knew how to get rid of it’s an issue I have
[02:21.419] My ammo say I need you and I love you to death
[02:23.996] Then turn around an go and treat you like you nothing but trash I know
[02:29.469] I know I know I know I know I know, yeah I know sometimes I
[02:37.789] Lash out
[02:39.160] Need to take a breath and calm down
[02:41.647] Try to regulate don’t know how
[02:44.120] Wasn’t taught that in my house
[02:46.669] Kids of my own I step back
[02:49.278] Look at those smiles and feel sad
[02:51.705] Hope they don’t wind end up like dad
[02:54.325] Stuck in this loop like I am
[02:57.006] I..