[00:00.000] 作词 : Nata[00:01.000] 作曲 : Nata[00:19.320]I told myself that thing I cant really save you(我告诉我自己“我并不能真的拯救你)[00:22.440]选择这条路我根本就没想要回头[00:24.360]几年时间 got no name(不名不闻)我甚至有点愧疚[00:27.060]曾经说的话现在我只能留在嘴角[00:29.310]try too many types(尝试了太多风格)早已偏离自己轨道[00:31.620]more money more fame(更多名利)到底该怎么 pay out(偿负)[00:34.020]they re talking gang sh* t(他们只会玩假帮派)但那些我不关心[00:36.630]关起负面情绪停止去跟自己内耗[00:39.000]I chew up the rythme, then I break down the keyboard(我把韵脚嚼碎,用这些砸了他们的键盘)[00:41.550]I hustle on the thing(我坚持在我的理念上奋斗)懒得跟你去打嘴炮[00:43.950]我扬起了眉毛,窥见了上帝在微笑[00:46.410]记录 sentalmity thing(风花雪月)我全部放进背包[00:48.990]I remember one day I recorded it in the basement(我记得那天我在储物间里录音)[00:51.420]all the damn things crash my mind when I walking on the pavement(那些该*的事冲击着我的心,当我在人行道漫步)[00:54.690]picking up the phone when I cooking in the kitchen(我回到厨房做饭时接了一通电话)[00:56.880]He is“ havgon”(得知我发小已经不在了)[00:57.900]get shock, when I listen(我听到的时候震惊了)[00:58.890]枯叶飘散留不住 gone another seasons(四季反复)[01:01.260]Its a really slim world spelling on the payment(这世界太过阴险,仇视别人的付出)[01:03.510]那掸不去的灰尘,他被看不起的 reason(原因)[01:05.880]我看到他的付出亏损得到并不对称[01:08.520]He get shot(他被击倒),当他被命运枪口对准[01:10.890]He get down(应声倒地),我只能抹去眼角泪痕[01:13.320]I did like him“ nohate”(我曾和他一样,心平气和)我没有悔恨[01:15.750]我也被命运围困,但没想过归顺[01:18.210]我没有打算追问, what shoud to be taken(还要被剥夺什么)[01:21.150]defence on my own(凭一己之力对抗)[01:24.090]因为我不相信悖论[01:25.590]All THE LEDGEND DIE YOUNG, they should be waken(那些英年早逝的人应该被唤醒)[01:28.710]But there is damn thing their heart“ be freezen”(但可悲的事实是,他们的心被永远冻结)[01:31.350]There is a real thing I m not the real Tjay(事实上我也不是真的 Lil Tjay)[01:33.000]Came from the street(混迹街头)当然也经历过 betray(背弃)[01:35.430]never frustrate(从不摆烂), all they ganna ganna wait it(他们虎视眈眈)[01:37.920]all we wanna hit street(我们想做到家喻户晓)[01:39.060]想 walking on the main street(想走上主流)[01:40.500]whole the person round me know it have been a crime street(我身边的人都知道我出身于那条破街)[01:43.860]but came to the this day,不再上演 same thing(但到了今天,不再上演相同的破事)[01:45.930]但我内心仍然不能长期保持平静[01:48.030]just6 years old从那个地方搬离[01:49.800]got too many years(又过了挺多年)接连发了几张专辑[01:52.470]we keep keep it on(还在死撑)即便真的遭人冷遇[01:54.990]风吹走了云朵也带走了我的曾经[01:57.210]it sounds be fantasy, the disc I made they cant比(这听起来真的顶,我做的专他们比不了)[02:00.330]born to be the man, his role you always cant be(生而为人,他的角色你们无法承担)[02:03.000]I treasure this my life which owe to my mother(我珍视母亲给我的生命)[02:04.710]remember the banner and live up to my father(牢记那些准则,让我的父亲能认可我)[02:07.560]我会走的更远 un I came with my brother(与弟兄们并肩强行)[02:09.720]poppin with the gang but we aint from gangsta(成群结队但不拉帮结派)[02:11.790]no care bout the bother(不在乎那些鸟事)[02:12.930]我不想再有瓜葛[02:14.130]my brother, you can trust us(我的兄弟,你们可以相信我们)[02:16.140]把 honor扛在 shoulder(荣誉在肩)[02:16.920]dash so far away(冲向远方),留下不理解的他们[02:19.110]sorry for my luv, shawty I should be stronger(我的恋人,我应该更加坚强的)[02:21.660]I cant be the Young Thug却变成一个 stoner[02:24.030]care bout my own thing the life is long and longer(你让我多关注自己的事,我们的日子还长着呢)[02:27.150]Our heart be connected so we wont be the loners(我们的心在一起,所以不会孤独)[02:29.040]also told the kids young not to back on my old days(我还告诉那些比我小的孩子,别学以前的我)[02:32.250]I just do the same wrong there is no way(我只是陷入的同样的错误而覆水难收)[02:34.200]Dont be controled by the OGs, you have your own way(别被那些前辈掌控了想法,你本有你自己的路)[02:36.420]你需要时间筹备,沉淀而非无休止的游说[02:39.330]人们在你周围称赞 but curse you(咒骂)在你后背[02:42.450]偶尔也会皱眉,仍然 take it up(照单全收)我不会流泪[02:45.540]I really know the GOLD YE, they just need a gold year(我当然知道黄金叶(厂牌),他们只是需要一个黄金年)[02:48.300]XX we cold shit(新乡顶惨),即将替换这圈子的 old cast(旧阵容)[02:51.060]OK,想要不断靠近 keep balling(努力)[02:53.460]to let em know me(为了让他们知道我),我没有时间 calling(废话)[02:55.860]我看见我的焦虑,在镜面之中倒映[02:58.320]hustle all my life(拼了半天)活成另个人的倒影[03:00.690]我靠近,但是事实却在不断逃离[03:03.210]they talking(他们说)[03:03.870]这就是你应该得的报应[03:05.610]they barking(他们乱吼着)[03:06.420]that's what I say they have nothing(这就是我说的他们什么都不会)[03:08.340]这差距,没有下限它正在被拉低[03:10.500]我诧异,整点烂活 they sound it funny(在他们看来就是 tm的笑话)[03:12.960]多滑稽,音轨上面像是玩起杂技