[00:14.48]Here I am, sleeping alone,[00:18.11]Away from the world.[00:20.80]I know my voice can’t be heard.[00:26.42]And I awoke fighting for help,[00:30.30]But I'm drowned out[00:34.24]By the screams of those[00:37.99]Who’ve finally lost their minds[00:41.92]And the rest of their lives.[00:45.74]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell,[00:48.67]I might as well admit myself.[00:51.55]You're under my skin and over my head.[00:57.86]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.[01:00.80]It's over and over.[01:05.55]I'm afraid I'll never escape.[01:10.36]You and your words sound so bitter[01:13.93]Can you remember the last time they weren't?[01:16.61]Is this something that I deserve?[01:18.86]The palms of my hands are bleeding again.[01:25.79]Here I am, locked in this room,[01:29.36]Holding onto my life.[01:32.05]I know if I ever survive,[01:37.66]You will see the monster inside[01:41.22]But I swear to you they’ve led me,[01:46.59]They led me to this.[01:49.77]'Cause I almost lost my mind[01:53.14]And the rest of my life.[01:57.03]Honestly, if there's not a chance in hell,[01:59.83]I might as well admit myself.[02:02.81]You're under my skin and over my head.[02:09.12]I'm hearing these voices in my dreams.[02:12.00]It's over and over.[02:15.12]I'm afraid I’m going insane.[02:21.56]Is this my fault?[02:24.56]Did I bring this upon myself?[02:27.55]I can't go on without your help.[02:33.25]And I tried to believe that I’d make it on my own.[02:41.33]I'm becoming the man[02:44.26]You tried to destroy for years.[02:50.63]Which would be worse[02:53.33]To live my life as a monster[02:58.88]Or to die as a good man?