[00:00.000] 作词 : 素晴日[00:01.000] 作曲 : 素晴日[00:02.000] 编曲 : 素晴日[00:15.810]我很少去提及[00:17.820]提起这过去脑子里会变得空白全都是“学习”[00:22.260]十一岁存两百就离家出走了我不想再受气[00:26.670]在学校被傻逼们排挤回到家父母的唉声和叹气[00:30.210]于是我开始放 beat[00:31.830]庆幸我到现在几年过去了还没放弃呢[00:34.980]松开的眉头只出现在和歌词鼓点博弈着[00:37.890]不仅仅局限在单纯获利可[00:39.840]想要还有更多[00:41.370]i want more重复在说[00:43.680]想要还有更多[00:45.270]i want more重复再说[00:46.980]Hook[00:48.540]I insist. At the end of the day[00:50.730]看不见生活掩埋[00:52.020]视线让希望都落成灰[00:54.810]ButIt's not what you thought[01:01.320]I alwayscan't do what I want[01:06.000]Who can ye give me the one change[01:07.710]在洪流的肆虐中穿越[01:13.500]ButIt's not what you thought[01:14.580]I alwayscan't do what I want[01:19.380]那一夜打碎了镜子骂脏话[01:21.870]极端的灵魂固执的框架[01:23.940]瞒着她她也偷把痛苦装下[01:25.710]见面时整理了妆发[01:27.780]后来我变得不再爱去攀比[01:29.880]即使我生长在不完美家庭[01:31.920]就算我没犯下任何的罪行[01:33.840]我相信大雨它很快就会停[01:35.910]房间抽屉里还留着泛黄照片[01:37.890]有她的合照和奶奶的画面[01:39.870]生命里分外珍惜的两人[01:41.820]全部都离开了是我的作贱[01:43.980]所有的一切藏心里还记得[01:45.870]他们都以为我早已经愈合[01:47.940]破碎的灵魂和麻木的躯壳[01:49.830]想要的东西和仅剩的余额[01:51.810]变得更加的迷茫[01:53.430]无尽的争吵到底为何[01:55.440]他们评价我无可救药[01:57.360]我只把歌词本藏进鞋盒[01:59.190]房间里密闭变得更极端[02:01.290]病态糜烂性扩张的器官[02:03.300]止血或擦泪或突然鼻酸[02:05.220]玩偶旁纸巾我用了几张[02:06.960]Hook[02:08.520]I insist. At the end of the day[02:10.710]看不见生活掩埋[02:12.030]视线让希望都落成灰[02:14.790]ButIt's not what you thought[02:18.630]I alwayscan't do what I want[02:26.100]Who can ye give me the one change[02:27.720]在洪流的肆虐中穿越[02:33.330]ButIt's not what you thought[02:34.590]I alwayscan't do what I want