[00:00.00] 作词 : Taylor Hill/Lecrae Moore/Allen Swoope[00:00.15] 作曲 : Taylor Hill/Lecrae Moore/Allen Swoope[00:00.31]This thorn in my flesh[00:05.10]Is the only thing I got left[00:10.31]And it's so hard to confess[00:15.65]When everybody thinks you're perfect[00:20.98]But I cry for you[00:26.23]If you feel it too[00:31.21]And I'll cry for you[00:37.02]If you show how to lose[00:42.24]The elephants in the room[00:44.24]Take it away, I beg you, take it all away[00:46.96]The pain it causes, it makes me wish I could fade away[00:49.80]If they knew what you knew, they'd probably shun me[00:51.98]I'm surprised you know it all and you love me[00:53.66]I know I break your heart[00:54.88]Body of death, give me rest if my heart stops[00:57.52]Then it don't hurt no more, can't get worse no more[01:00.30]Can't pursue all these desires, it ain't cursed no more[01:02.92]No more lies about my worth no more[01:05.29]I understand the thoughts of suicide that do reside[01:07.44]But when I stop and think about my family, I feel new inside[01:09.97]I promised I would die a thousand deaths 'fore I cause them any pain[01:12.89]But somehow I end up killing everything[01:14.97]I cry for you[01:16.35]If you feel a dark, twisted, heart-wrenching, hate-to-see-your-own-reflection[01:19.71]Praying for an intervention, feeling guilt and feeling shame[01:22.32]I just call on Jesus name[01:23.73]Praying daily, can you take away this pain?[01:25.79]Take the thorn away[01:27.10]Still, it remains, I[01:28.17]Feel the same, I[01:29.67]Know that I'm here, but[01:30.97]Still feel insane[01:31.87]Satan would love to see my give up and throw up my hands[01:34.46]He say I'm guilty but You say I'm clean[01:46.27]This thorn in my flesh[01:51.70]Is the only thing I got left[01:57.70]And it's so hard to confess[02:02.29]When everybody thinks you're perfect[02:07.56]But I cry for you[02:12.96]If you feel it too[02:18.51]And I'll cry for you[02:23.60]If you show how to lose[02:29.80]The elephants in the room[02:30.86]Yeah, Sunday morning, or Sunday mourning[02:33.73]I woke up dead inside from all the hurt I saw before me[02:36.52]Evil tryna take away my testimony[02:38.96]Starin' at my phone, feelin' like a phony[02:41.71]Oh, I cry for you, I would die for you[02:44.31]To escape the pain I feel from all that I've been through[02:47.00]I feel it in my soul and in my chest[02:49.90]Take away this ugly thorn inside my flesh[02:51.30]Give me death[02:52.34]But grace is sufficient to start my mission[02:55.30]I'm so far from perfect, can't believe they listen[02:57.53]But hear a broken man 'til your healin' happens[03:00.38]And hear a liar tell you truth to bring you gladness[03:03.14]I could never boast in my accomplishments[03:05.68]I can only hope in God with confidence[03:08.20]Opposite of optimist, U and I are consonants[03:10.57]Broken all the vowels, deservin' of every consequence[03:13.22]Will you cry for me, or will you judge me?[03:16.44]Will you throw stones at my head, or will you love me?[03:19.10]I could never be everything that you wanna see[03:21.15]But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me[03:27.80](But crooked sticks draw straight lines, just look at me)[03:32.85]This thorn in my flesh[03:38.27]Is the only thing I got left[03:43.58]And it's so hard to confess[03:48.92]When everybody thinks you're perfect[03:54.33]But I cry for you[03:59.53]If you feel it too[04:05.60]And I'll cry for you[04:10.22]If you show how to lose[04:15.43]The elephants in the room