Fanmail - KJ-52.mp3

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Eric Lautenbach/Jonah Sorrentino
[00:41.64]My arms are sliced up but
[00:43.44]I'm not embarrassed
[00:44.37]It's the only way
[00:44.97]I get attention now from my parents
[00:46.98]It's not like they really take the time to be caring
[00:49.38]They just use me to watch the baby when they run they errands
[00:52.23]My name is ___
[00:53.49]I got a friend named
[00:54.15]KarenShe gave me your
[00:55.32]CD with the track for
[00:56.49]EminemYou wrote a song called #1 fan
[00:58.95]I listened and
[00:59.70]I wanted to know if you can help me like you was helping them
[01:02.25]She had something even harder to be mentioning
[01:04.83]Like every single day
[01:05.91]I struggle just with fitting in
[01:07.35]Plus the boys won't give me no attention and
[01:10.20]I get teased and made fun of by all my friends and then
[01:12.48]See I'm feeling like
[01:13.74]I'm wishing now that
[01:14.52]I could end
[01:15.15]My life cuz
[01:15.93]I'm sick and tired of all the time
[01:17.28]I spendTrying to figure out how
[01:18.96]I could be worth anything
[01:20.49]Can u help me
[01:21.21]KJ from your fan
[01:36.78]I'm writing this letter
[01:37.23]Cause I have to tell ya
[01:40.11]I need some help from you
[01:41.22]I'm writing this letter
[01:42.06]I hope that you get it
[01:43.17]I need some help from you
[01:43.68]I live with my mom ever since my parents split
[01:46.32]And At home
[01:46.92]I spend my time on the
[01:48.06]InternetLooking at porn
[01:49.77]Im addicted and
[01:50.49]I'm sick of it
[01:51.21]Myspace dot com is mostly where
[01:53.10]I'm getting it
[01:53.91]On top of that there's videos that
[01:55.50]I can watch
[01:56.22]And I really wanna quit but its like
[01:57.90]I can't stop
[01:58.68]See I'm scared that
[02:00.18]I'm just gonna get caught
[02:01.56]And when I see a girl all
[02:02.73]I think is dirty thoughts
[02:04.32]And its not that
[02:04.83]I don't know that it's really wrong
[02:06.45]But its right there for me every time
[02:08.28]I'm logging on
[02:09.48]I got all your
[02:09.93]CD's I really like your songs
[02:11.79]Well I downloaded em but anyway moving on
[02:14.49]My screen name is
[02:15.42]KJ-52 is the bomb
[02:17.07]I want to do a website
[02:18.06]KJ rock's dot com
[02:20.19]I really some help cuz
[02:21.30]I can't tell my
[02:21.90]MomOh by the way my real name is ___
[02:39.81]I'm writing this letter
[02:40.71]Cause I have to tell ya
[02:41.79]I need some help from you
[02:44.19]I'm writing this letter
[02:44.73]I hope that you get it
[02:45.72]I need some help from you
[02:46.23]I took the time just to write you
[02:47.82]We play you every
[02:48.66]Wednesday at my youth group
[02:50.76]I love your music and we all think that you's cool
[02:53.28]But I been struggling ever since
[02:54.66]I moved to a new school
[02:55.74]See everybody thinks that
[02:57.06]I'm the perfect
[02:57.66]Christian girl
[02:58.50]I had a hard time trying to believe that
[03:00.27]God is real
[03:01.14]I've been on mission trips and camps the whole deal
[03:03.57]My dad had cancer tho
[03:04.86]I prayed that
[03:05.43]God would heal
[03:06.36]But he died anyway so it's hard to feel
[03:08.85]Like he cares about me so was it
[03:10.59]God's will
[03:11.31]To take away my dad
[03:12.48]I really got a raw deal
[03:13.92]Sometimes
[03:14.43]I just want to swallow all my mom's pills
[03:17.34]When I pray
[03:18.00]I really doubt it
[03:19.17]I've lost my way or maybe
[03:20.58]I've never found it
[03:21.66]I been smoking and drinking nobody knows about it
[03:23.91]By the way my name is ___ don't mispronounce it...
[03:47.58]If I could write to every kid that's out there
[03:49.95]Every kid that's hurting feels like nobody cares
[03:52.71]I would tell them that
[03:53.19]God can wipe away tear
[03:54.93]And he's right near and
[03:56.16]I would say it quite clear
[03:57.69]Your here for a reason you're not a mistake
[04:00.15]You are a special creation that
[04:01.53]God himself made
[04:02.64]To the victims of abuse to every girl that was raped
[04:05.64]You can live you can be free from your pain
[04:08.16]And find strength and no longer be ashamed
[04:10.59]You can find peace and hope
[04:12.06]In Jesus name
[04:13.11]You aint gotta live with this hurt every day
[04:15.60]Christ came to give you life in a much better way
[04:18.45]To every kid right now that's full of hate
[04:20.85]And bitterness
[04:21.48]I'd tell em just to give it all away
[04:23.64]To the one that came to take all the blame
[04:26.28]That's what
[04:26.70]I'd write here's what
[04:27.99]I'd say