[00:00.000] 作词 : 0%witch[00:00.229] 作曲 : 0%witch[00:00.458]镜头一 burning alone(采样X采访)[00:00.809]X:[00:02.170]i kown the feel that be alono[00:03.577]i mean that like i kown the feel like to wake up[00:05.721]somewhere you not suppose to be[00:07.770]around people you not suppose to be around[00:10.481]and you be around many people[00:12.690]still be alone[00:13.809]i kown that feel[00:14.994]i kown that feel like being on a crag[00:17.553]i wanted to end it up[00:18.873]but be to pusse to do[00:20.370]i was to pusse to end my life[00:22.234]so i kown that feeling[00:25.937]definitely[00:28.281]i mean i i i[00:30.986]it's... it's doub[00:34.186]it's doub like sour[00:42.235]pain is everything[00:47.077]pain is everything[00:49.522]镜头二 与主的对话(采样诸多书籍)[00:50.098](你通过连线世界与主进行了对话)[00:50.626]主:[00:51.177]你们都是迷茫的一代(《太阳照常升起》)[00:55.338]我的生命的历史并不存在(——杜拉斯)[01:00.573]荒诞在目前是人与世界的唯一纽带(西西弗神话)[01:05.414]镜头三 迷失羊群(采样重庆北站火车站)[01:10.286](此时你从重庆北站车站穿过,在人潮中,你几乎迷失了自己)[01:22.361]镜头四 恋的灰 (采样Jerry)[01:25.618]唉 快点嘛 快点回我 不回我删了[01:29.185]太卑微了 LZ[01:34.225]保存犯罪记录 这个小可爱[01:39.417](玩弄打火机中)[01:45.254]“可以来,但朋友在”[01:46.781]tm她带到她朋友把我真实了[01:49.733]我要带到我的惩 我一打五[01:51.989](再次玩弄打火机)[01:56.454]唉 点燃最后一根香烟[01:59.693](点燃香烟)[02:03.936]镜头四 存在?为什么?(采样独角少女)[02:06.559]后头去了... 反正转学了嘛[02:10.255]就很伤心[02:11.159](车流穿过的噪音)[02:11.847]从那时候开始 就一点点 就...[02:15.552]现在这种状态嘛[02:18.032]感觉我现在状态已经好多了[02:20.712]之前就完全的颓废[02:24.356]而且 感觉有几天确实得了抑郁症那种感觉[02:28.604]就是上课的时候突然心脏很痛[02:33.284]呼吸也痛[02:35.731]我觉得不对 后头跟有抑郁症的一个人聊天[02:40.299]他说他发病的时候也像这样然后还好[02:43.395]这个症状也只持续了一两天[02:46.547]要不然持续一两个月的话 我就不坐在这里了[02:51.067](笑)[02:53.627]我有几个特别好的网友[02:56.459]就是那段时间算是他们帮我撑过来的吧[02:59.555]然后毕业过后[03:00.635]我现在活着的 就是 活着的目的就是[03:06.395]我一定要见到他们[03:09.359]见到他们以后死与活都无所谓了[03:12.688]镜头五 入口石(采样海浪)[03:14.735]一个叫乌鸦的少年:[03:23.211]可是17岁的时候我以为世界的什么地方[03:27.090]肯定存在那样的场所[03:29.378]以为能够在哪里能找到另一个世界的入口[03:33.521](点燃打火机)[03:35.026](17世界的大门此时打开了)