[00:00.000] 作词 : Anthony Parrino/Cody Osagie/Oyebadejo Olandotun, Jr[00:01.000] 作曲 : Anthony Parrino/Cody Osagie/Oyebadejo Olandotun, Jr[00:12.454](Ah)[00:18.956]Yeah, yeah, look[00:20.707]I’m tired of drive-bys and niggas with no drive[00:23.204]That’s down to ride and ridin’, bringin’ down my environment[00:26.211]Can’t walk to the store to buy vitamins[00:27.954]Without my iron in the fresh shirt that’s ironed[00:29.705]‘Cause if I’m dyin’, then I’m flyin’ into heaven[00:31.702]And pressin’ if it ain’t my time yet[00:33.211]At least wanna look good in my hood[00:34.709]The same colors that the signs is[00:36.452]The ones that leave your sister cryin’ with[00:38.204]Your mother, unc’, pops and brother[00:40.212]See, when I leave the house, I make I sure tell ’em I love ya[00:42.708]Remember I was nine or ten, I wouldn’t even say that I liked ’em[00:45.961]‘Cause my parents would say they’d love one and other[00:47.958]Then fight again, confused[00:49.709]Eight year old me with a knife in hand[00:51.452]Her throat in his, she ain’t innocent either[00:53.960]Life’ll teach you, you should never try to fight a man[00:56.211]Where do I begin and tell you why I’m gettin’ high again?[00:58.707]Why I’m ****in’ cryin’ again?[00:59.951]Yeah, I’m thinkin’ about killin’ them both to stop the violence, man[01:03.653]****[01:04.897]I look good, but I’m not okay[01:07.147]When you livin’ in a hood where them shots gon’ spray[01:09.401]Where your house not a home, duck or lose your soul[01:11.898]As a boy, they tell you it’s not okay to cry[01:20.152]To cry (Ayy)[01:23.903]Cops, guns drawn, front lawn[01:25.643]Pointed at my pops and mom, what’s goin’ on?[01:27.897]I know gang shit, violent domestic calls[01:30.148]Neighbors done heard it all[01:31.403]Late night in my room sad, wipin’ tears on my durag[01:34.652]Cops askin’ “Which of the two had who hands on who first?”[01:37.893]“Officer, I have no idea[01:39.145]This flu hurt, I been sleep this whole time, that’s why I’m cryin'”[01:42.398]They know that I’m lyin’, ’cause they already don’t care[01:44.649]And feel like I been wastin’ they time[01:46.403]So they leave my bedroom, convict my mom for the crop[01:49.153]I know she felt betrayed, it was all in her eyes[01:51.895]My father had scars, but she thought that I chose no sides[01:54.403]But matter fact, I chose both side, ’cause I chose none[01:57.652]But trust me, I done seen everything that y’all both done[02:00.148]But out of all that I seen whether nightmare or dream[02:03.143]The one that hurt most, was your son[02:05.896]****[02:07.394]I look good, but I’m not okay[02:09.403]When you livin’ in a hood where them shots gon’ spray[02:12.153]Where your house not a home, duck or lose your soul[02:14.649]As a boy, they tell you it’s not okay to cry[02:22.648]To cry (Ayy)