every window in alcatraz has a view of san francisco (II) - Foxtails.mp3

[00:41.021]now the wind can tear me
[00:46.575]to shreds
[00:50.895]and my bones turn to dust
[00:58.963]why should i keep standing
[01:04.010]if i don't even have a spine?
[01:09.077]and my bones turn to--
[01:16.365]
[01:16.910]well i suppose that this is how it
[01:19.028]goes
[01:19.784]honey you should know that i
[01:21.330]don't let these things go
[01:23.091]and to keep me here is to kill off
[01:25.397]your air
[01:26.677]and your lungs will be mine as
[01:29.788]our tracheae entwine
[01:31.876]thought you knew sometime ago
[01:33.633]that this never was a joke
[01:36.170]i tend to lack vision even amongst
[01:39.193]the stars
[01:40.455]
[01:42.723]why can't someone look in my
[01:45.741]eyes
[01:47.512]without tearing them apart?
[01:51.519]slow regressions from now to
[01:54.529]then
[01:55.786]slow progressions from if to when
[01:58.289]
[01:59.075]i am both terrified of everything i
[02:00.842]am and everything i will never be
[02:02.388]
[02:03.391]i'll stay up til sunlight screams for
[02:12.418]me to go to ****ing sleep
[02:15.708]i guess you suit me well, you suit
[02:19.499]me well, you suit me well
[02:23.797]
[02:24.570]my condolences for never
[02:25.850]forgetting your name
[02:28.395]it's stitched in my brain so that i'll
[02:31.659]always feel the pain
[02:35.715]
[02:47.953]cascades of puke and blood
[02:48.703]fell down the drain
[02:53.972]wax and wane, wax and wane
[03:01.246]along with past daydreams
[03:06.506]of the sun's embrace wax and wane, wax and--
[03:18.287]
[03:18.789]found naive to a certain extent
[03:22.608]and i will never know why
[03:24.393]i'm sick of clean skin and painless
[03:26.409]touches
[03:27.677]why can't i just get what i deserve
[03:30.444]and to keep me here is to kill off
[03:33.702]your air
[03:35.296]and your lungs will be mine
[03:37.061]as our tracheae entwine
[03:44.702]
[04:03.235]i'd slit my throat with a smile on
[04:12.522]my face if it
[04:22.295]meant i could ever get out
[04:24.554](and to feel them in my flesh was
[04:27.624]a cutting awareness i wish i never
[04:30.382]had learned)
[04:33.914]at 2 am i woke up
[04:37.459]drenched in sweat
[04:58.771]to feel the moths taking up the air
[05:02.811](if only i could breathe here, if
[05:04.063]only i could leave here)
[05:04.845]it must be nice
[05:05.595]not to know
[05:08.354]exactly
[05:15.877]how it
[05:22.904]feels
[05:24.482]to
[05:25.730]get
[05:27.045]raped
[05:28.357]from
[05:29.868]the inside
[05:31.668]out
[05:33.171]
[05:36.706]and i might as well just cry
[05:38.740]and i cried
[05:41.744]on your chest