Entry #149 - Samara Cyn.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua "Budo" Karp/Samara Cyn
[00:00.329] 作曲 : Joshua "Budo" Karp/Samara Cyn
[00:00.658][Intro]
[00:01.661]Yeah, yeah
[00:03.919]Yeah, yeah
[00:06.728]Okay, yeah
[00:09.495]Uh
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[00:10.048][Verse 1]
[00:10.359]It's been one hundred forty-nine days
[00:12.079]I've thought about you in two hundred forty-nine ways
[00:14.587]I guess it's just the dirty tricks my lil' mind plays
[00:17.347]I kept the last fight just to 'member how my heart ache
[00:19.863]I guess it's easier to hate you than to date you
[00:22.651]I wish it easier to hate and then erase you
[00:25.154]And I got exes that's gon' wish this song about them
[00:27.960]Same way I listen to your songs to see if I fit
[00:30.723]And after showin' who you are, I still had stayed for you
[00:33.232]Deep down, I know if you came back, my feelings changed for you
[00:35.990]And lookin' back on aftermath, I should give thanks to you
[00:38.505]And I don't wan' know how you doin', still, I pray for you
[00:41.293]Truly yours and love foolish, Cyn
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[00:42.546][Chorus]
[00:42.796]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[00:44.557]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[00:47.332]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[00:49.842]I'm gettin' beat up
[00:52.853]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[00:55.114]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[00:57.947]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[01:00.456]I'm gettin' beat up
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[01:01.357][Verse 2]
[01:03.125]It's been ten thousand forty-nine days
[01:05.401]They say with time the pain fades, but the love stays
[01:07.912]I'm reminiscin' on when I was in a love daze
[01:10.498]When I thought searchin', fittin', moldin' was the love stage
[01:13.326]Shit, back when I ain't love myself more than my things
[01:15.845]I've thought about this in like way too many damn ways
[01:18.655]Okay, so look, see?
[01:20.163]Nothin' on this here planet is mine
[01:21.919]We just experience what's threaded by the higher design
[01:24.731]I'm outta my mind, I'm outta control
[01:26.486]And that's okay, I've learned to let go
[01:28.545]I'm grateful and lovin' and lettin' it show
[01:30.552]And only Heaven could've sent what I've gotten to know
[01:33.377]Remember being young and plannin'? We just wanna be grown
[01:35.894]To build up the fort and settle the home
[01:37.954]The feelin' of full and holy and whole
[01:39.952]Of body and soul, a legacy told
[01:41.958]And even sat out on that porch, we could never be old
[01:44.755]I pray you made it and I want you know, truly yours and still foolish
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[01:46.590][Chorus]
[01:47.091]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[01:48.597]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[01:51.355]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[01:53.865]I'm gettin' beat up
[01:56.634]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[01:59.163]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[02:01.987]I'm gettin' beat up tryna fight back tears
[02:04.497]I'm gettin' beat up