[00:00.000] 作词 : YOSHIKI[00:01.000] 作曲 : YOSHIKI[00:02.000] 编曲 : X JAPAN[00:58.850]Desert Rose Why do you live alone[01:05.230]If you are sad I'll make you leave this life[01:12.520]Are you white, blue or bloody red[01:19.140]All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand[01:26.160]The winds of time[01:27.990]You knock me to the ground[01:32.230]I'm dying of thirst[01:34.310]I wanna run away[01:38.750]I don't know how to set me free to live[01:45.390]My mind cries out feeling pain[01:51.010]I've been roaming to find myself[01:57.410]How long have I been feeling endless hurt[02:03.560]Falling down, rain flows into my heart[02:10.200]In the pain I'm waiting for you[02:15.770]Can't go back[02:20.110]No place to go back to[02:23.760]Life is lost, flowers fall[02:29.420]If it's all dreams[02:33.370]Now, wake me up[02:36.880]If it's all real[02:42.000]Just kill me[04:31.820]I'm making the wall inside my heart[04:37.200]I don't wanna let my emotions get out[04:42.320]It scares me to look at the world[04:48.280]Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes[04:54.870]I tried to drown my past in grey[04:59.590]I never wanna feel more pain[05:04.920]Ran away from you without saying any words[05:10.290]What I don't wanna lose is love[05:36.330]Through my eyes[05:37.780]Time goes by like tears[05:40.280]My emotion's losing the color or life[05:46.820]Kill my heart[05:48.450]Release all my pain[05:51.190]I'm shouting out loud[05:53.780]Insanity takes hold over me[05:59.290]Turning away from the wall[06:01.730]Nothing I can see[06:03.600]The scream deep inside[06:05.580]reflecting another person in my heart[06:08.240]He calls me from within[06:10.440]"All existence you see before you must be wiped out[06:14.450]Dream, Reality, Memories, and Yourself"[07:12.070]I begin to lose control of myself[07:16.980]My lust is so blind, destroys my mind[07:22.560]Nobody can stop my turning to madness[07:28.330]No matter how you try to hold me in your heart[07:34.390]Why do you wanna raise these walls[07:39.650]I don't know the meaning of hatred[07:45.010]My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies[07:50.350]I only want to hold your love[08:04.140]Stab the dolls filled with hate[08:06.710]Wash yourself with their blood[08:14.870]Drive into the raging current of time[08:18.180]Swing your murderous weapon into the belly "the earth"[08:25.160]Shout and start creating confusion[08:27.940]Shed your blood for pleasure[08:30.790]And what? For love?[08:34.230]What am I supposed to do?[09:10.990]I believe in the madness called "Now"[09:17.400]Past and future prison my heart[09:23.160]Time is blind,[09:25.500]But I wanna trace my love[09:28.160]on the wall of time, over pain in my heart[09:35.300]Art of life,[09:37.590]Insane blade stabbing dreams[09:41.370]Try to break all truth now[09:47.450]But I can't heal this broken heart in pain[09:52.530]Cannot start to live, cannot end my life[09:57.270]Keep on crying[13:01.380]Close my eyes[13:03.730]Time breathes I can hear[13:06.370]All love and sadness melt in my heart[13:13.530]Dry my tears[13:15.100]Wipe my bloody face[13:17.930]I wanna feel me living my life outside my walls[13:59.620]You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so[14:01.820]You're painting your heart with your blood[14:03.660]You can't say ”No”[14:05.180]Only turning the wheel of time with a rope around your neck[14:08.190]You build a wall of morality and take a breath[14:10.850]from between the bricks[14:12.380]You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them[14:14.520]You're trying to commit suicide[14:16.860]You're satisfied with your prologue[14:19.770]Now you're painting your first chapter black[14:21.430]You are putting the scraps of life together[14:22.460]and trying to make an asylum for yourself[14:24.520]You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage and[14:27.000]You are trying to kill me[14:31.090]I believe in the madness called "Now"[14:36.890]Time goes flowing, breaking my heart[14:43.300]Wanna live[14:45.000]Can't let my heart kill myself[14:48.380]Still I haven't found what I'm looking for[14:55.760]Art of life[14:58.110]I try to stop myself[15:01.540]But my heart goes to destroy the truth[15:08.160]Tell me why[15:10.510]I want the meaning of my life[15:13.390]Do I try to live, do I try to love in my dream[29:30.730]I'm breaking the wall inside my heart[29:35.650]I just wanna let my emotions get out[29:40.920]Nobody can stop[29:43.550]I'm running to freedom[29:46.990]No matter how you try to hold me in your world[29:52.910]Like a doll carried by the flow of time[29:58.160]I sacrificed the present moment for the future[30:03.580]I was in chains of memory half-blinded[30:08.450]Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams[30:32.270]Close my eyes[30:33.800]Rose breathes I can hear[30:36.390]All love and sadness melt in my heart[30:43.050]Dry my tears[30:44.460]Wipe my bloody face[30:46.980]I wanna feel me living my life outside my mind[30:55.750]Dreams can make me mad[30:58.660]I can't leave my dream[31:01.430]I can't stop myself[31:06.330]Don't know what I am[31:09.760]What lies are truth?[31:11.200]What truths are lies?[32:19.090]I believe in the madness called ”Now”[32:25.680]Time goes flowing, breaking my heart[32:32.050]Wanna live[32:34.290]Can't let my heart kill myself[32:37.180]Still I haven't found what I'm looking for[32:44.800]Art of life[32:46.910]I try to stop myself[32:50.820]But my heart goes to destroy the truth[32:57.660]Tell me why[33:00.060]I want the meaning of my life[33:02.910]Do I try to live, do I try to love[33:10.420]Art of life,[33:12.500]An Eternal Bleeding heart[33:16.480]You never wanna breathe your last[33:23.360]Wanna live[33:25.660]Can't let my heart kill myself[33:28.590]Still I'm feeling for[33:31.120]A Rose is breathing love in my life