[00:00.000] 作词 : Jakzonnn[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jakzonnn[00:11.623]烛星/CANDLESTAR[00:16.872]编曲:BECU BEATZ[00:34.123]后期:力[00:37.122]又是第几次又忍不住发脾气[00:38.623]让彼此气氛又变得尴尬[00:41.123]总是太过敏感总是产生疑虑[00:42.873]却又从未静下心来问过对方看法[00:45.623]你看吧我们永远都是这样[00:47.623]通向你我的道路总这么崎岖[00:49.872]每当心理防线几乎快要坍塌[00:52.122]其实真的有过几次差点无法抵御[00:54.622]是你让我知道凡事都得靠自己[00:56.873]就算前面会跌倒也没人告诉你[00:59.373]曾经身体寒冷得快没有热量的时候[01:01.373]我是真的真的真的很想抱着你[01:03.373]哪怕给我一点烛光那也足够[01:05.622]可你让我学会不再期待趁早放弃[01:07.872]我的上帝为什么要这么对我[01:10.372]明明在身边却感觉更像是在浪迹[01:12.873]就算我再掏心掏肺和你讲的再多[01:15.373]你也全当我在狡辩我在放屁[01:17.123]一个不经意或习惯性的冷眼摇头[01:19.123]对我造成负面影响你也早就已经忘记[01:21.873]我又何尝没有试过交流试过抗议[01:24.622]可是每次都被你的威严给镇下[01:26.872]十几年了一直都是这样没有任何改变[01:29.122]到底还有多少希望可以剩下[01:31.123]讲真的每次看到别人相处和睦[01:33.373]我心里面都会有点羡慕[01:35.373]其实我知道自己已经很幸运了[01:37.123]但是还是贪心想要多点眷顾[01:39.373]至少我们一家四口互相陪伴[01:41.622]一起生活了一个又一个年度[01:44.373]可是也是你们让我懂得[01:46.622]就算至亲也没有谁会是谁的全部[01:49.874]i love u so much my family[01:52.123]and i konw that u love me too[01:54.373]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[01:56.373]please tell me what's truth[01:59.122]i love u so much my family[02:00.872]and i konw that u love me too[02:02.872]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[02:05.123]please tell me what's truth[02:07.372]i love u so much my family[02:10.123]and i konw that u love me too[02:12.123]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[02:14.623]please tell me what's truth[02:16.872]i love u so much my family[02:18.872]and i konw that u love me too[02:21.122]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[02:23.873]please tell me what's truth[02:26.373]爷爷对不起我真的很想你[02:27.873]如果你还在我一定不会和你顶嘴哪怕一句[02:30.873]不会再不懂事让你拖着伤腿走大老远[02:32.623]只为了给我去买我想要的玩具[02:35.122]以前一直想着就算你会走[02:37.122]也希望你可以是安然的离去[02:39.372]可是意外来的总是猝不及防[02:41.873]我还是来不及见到你最后一面[02:43.623]直到现在还会间歇性的想你伤心流泪[02:46.123]而且一哭就是大半个小时[02:48.623]请你放心我已经长大了不会再和奶奶吵架[02:52.122]哪怕他刁钻啰嗦又挑刺[02:53.376]早就不再是从前那个臭小子[02:55.372]现在不管什么事情我都自己办的妥[02:57.872]就算独自一人我也不怕孤单[03:00.123]因为我知道你变成天上星星一直都在看着我[03:02.623]i love u so much my family[03:04.873]and i konw that u love me too[03:07.123]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[03:09.372]please tell me what's truth[03:11.372]i love u so much my family[03:13.872]and i konw that u love me too[03:15.873]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[03:18.373]please tell me what's truth[03:21.123]i love u so much my family[03:23.116]and i konw that u love me too[03:25.365]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[03:27.865]please tell me what's truth[03:30.365]i love u so much my family[03:33.116]and i konw that u love me too[03:36.866]but idon't know why our interaction is so hard[03:38.366]please tell me what should i do