[00:01.50]Forever I've suffered in this world, con't prosper, no[00:04.26]Monument of ruin, dead empires, statues decay[00:13.65]Endlessly searching for an end to my pain, gone[00:14.61]Seething, tumultuous suffering, decadence, mine[00:15.60]Fiercely seeking death, existence, my plague[00:25.14]All hope, a disease lost in a lost time[00:25.98]Fallen from your secure world to famine and death of your values gone[00:27.63]Nothing is held sacred[00:28.14]The meek beholding the ruins, scavenge for life, seeking answers, dying[00:32.55]Monoliths of decay[00:37.17]Downfall of our race imminent, deadly stampede for a refuge lost![00:44.70]Forgive us for our wrongdoings, bring salvation to our burdens, take us[00:50.19]Longing for the ending, now our souls are burning[00:51.42]We've been forsaken, our lives are not worth a thing[00:56.85]We can't survive this, the boiling cores of our strife[01:10.44]Something's arising, brilliant ray of light along the dead horizon[01:19.32]A protal leading, unfound path leading my way to voids of serenity[01:20.70]Or so it seems, nothingness, emptiness, nothingness[01:58.65]An entrance to a world that man has never met[01:59.97]Garnished in utter peace, endless shapes of beauty[02:03.48]Infinite suffering ending as[02:05.01]I proceed[02:05.22]Fleeing through the portal into the tranquil scenes[02:06.24]Behind me lies the world, dismal and unrestrained[02:10.80]Encloaked despondency left behind forever[02:14.01]My senses disappear, all the pain and fear[02:16.05]Searing benevolence, perpetual, my hopes[02:17.07]Somehow I realize this can't last forever[02:45.09]The life I have left behind pours back into my soul[02:55.86]Hatred raining in through walls far too thin[03:03.27]Bewildered by rage, newly found hope, gone[03:04.89]Now trapped in this hell, my portal is gone[03:06.21]I take my own life, never born again