[00:00.000] 作词 : zayauhn taylor-thomas[00:00.000]I **** with your music, man, you're special[00:03.306]I hope that as you grow, you become even more confident and knowledgeable with how you want to express what you're able to express[00:13.238][00:14.360]Killed myself yesterday, phone called, it didn't ring[00:21.335]Don't want you to find me, i'm ashamed (i'm ashamed)[00:27.605]Don't feel bad for me, it's okay, i'm the only one to blame[00:37.699](yeah, because tolerance is inevitable, right?) i'm the only one to—[00:39.830][00:41.815]There's no going back from this, and i miss you already[00:48.337]There's no going back from this, and i miss you already (bleed out, bleed out, bleed)[00:54.016]And i know deep down i could've been much more[01:00.644]And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore)[01:07.455]And i know deep down i could've been much more[01:14.071]And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself[01:20.075][01:20.791]I'm a coward, and i hate it, i'm sick of being anxious[01:24.144]Mind so gone, i need some maintenance, i'd tell you, but you'd just flake it[01:27.433]You don't know me like you think, swear you're right, but so mistaken[01:30.712]Told it's temporary changes, so tomorrow i'll be waiting[01:34.910]Ca-can't even cry[01:37.471]What's the point of living if it's gonna take til i die?[01:40.654]To you it's fake, it's a lie, my form breaks, i decline[01:43.808]And all the things that i am, does god know that i tried?[01:47.365][01:49.209]There's so much i ain't told you[01:51.332]Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you[01:55.816]But these notes i think they saved me[01:57.852]Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me[02:02.613]There's so much i ain't told you[02:04.879]Hurt wraps around, it holds you, eventually it'll mold you[02:09.228]But these notes i think they saved me[02:11.350]Took me in, they made me, all around, it shapes me[02:14.166][02:14.639]And i know deep down i could've been much more[02:20.953]And i know deep down i could've been much more (sorry for being such a bore)[02:27.325]And i know deep down i could've been much more[02:34.283]And i know deep down i could've been much more, you blame yourself[02:40.150][02:45.927]You blame yourself, you blame yourself[02:54.540]Make sure that shit is one of your f best songs