[00:00.000] 作词 : Chanyü 禅玉[00:00.848] 作曲 : Chanyü 禅玉[00:01.697]词曲、制作、混音、演唱:SherryLi禅玉[00:08.172]You got my stomach twisted inside out[00:08.172]你让我胃里翻江倒海[00:12.564]Hydrochloric in my mouth[00:12.564]嘴里有盐酸味道[00:16.162]You got me going hard on myself with myself[00:16.162]你让我与自己作对[00:20.579]But you don't even know uh-oh[00:20.579]而你全然不知[00:24.192]I try my best to make peace in my mind[00:24.192]我努力让脑海平静[00:28.804]Avoiding you like a plague[00:28.804]避瘟疫一样躲避你[00:30.838]You and your kind[00:30.838]你和同类[00:32.263]But you keep on coming a coming a com[00:32.263]coming around[00:35.754]但你不停地转啊转回来[00:36.291]digging up profanity[00:36.291]挑战我的韧性[00:38.002]******* up my sanity oh[00:38.002]折磨我的神经[00:40.417]I know I don't want it and I don't need it[00:40.417]我知道我不想要它 我也不需要它[00:44.770]but it eats me up that you got it tight in your palm[00:44.770]但我依然难以忍受让你紧紧攥着它[00:48.600]I know it's so bad of me[00:48.600]我知道这样不对[00:50.790]But I breathe fire[00:50.790]但我喷着火焰[00:54.183]I'm seeing ashes of you[00:54.183]我看见你的灰烬[01:12.297]Ain't gonna pick a fight[01:12.297]我不是故意挑事[01:14.716]Tryna fake it cool[01:14.716]其实在假装没事[01:16.265]So now I got all of this ********[01:16.265]积累了一肚子气[01:18.887]And no one to talk to[01:18.887]没人可以说[01:20.773]How do I explain[01:20.773]我该怎么解释[01:22.163]All this pain in vain[01:22.163]这无谓的痛苦[01:23.713]When I hate myself to even care[01:23.713]我讨厌这么在意的自己[01:25.707]While you're so contently unaware[01:25.707]而你甚至全然不知[01:28.222]I know I don't want it and I don't need it[01:28.222]我知道我不想要它 我也不需要它[01:32.713]but it eats me up that you got it tight in your palm[01:32.713]但我依然难以忍受让你紧紧攥着它[01:36.481]I know it's so bad of me[01:36.481]我知道这样不对[01:38.781]But I breathe fire[01:38.781]但我喷着火焰[01:42.337]I'm seeing ashes of you[01:42.337]我看见你的灰烬