[00:46.412]Every morning that I wake up[00:48.215]Always see you in the mirror[00:49.545]In my eyes, in my smile[00:50.847]In the way that I appear[00:52.370]In my walk, in my dress[00:53.773]In every single thing I fear[00:55.222]You're somehow always here[00:58.117]Every minute that I made it through[00:59.783]You were never there[01:00.981]In the pain, in the screams[01:02.431]In the wiping of the tears[01:03.878]In the loss, in the gain[01:05.403]When the drugs were always here[01:07.294]You were somehow never there[01:10.045]Every need I needed met[01:11.343]Never seemed to meet you[01:12.725]When the bumps, when the shots[01:14.333]Held my hand instead of you[01:15.783]When the warmth, when the bond[01:17.295]In the bottle I was soothed[01:18.769]Something I never got from you[01:21.614]Every strangers bed that I rent[01:23.250]I hope where I can stay[01:24.687]With no love, only f*cks[01:26.074]With our damage in the way[01:27.531]Only broken, never healed[01:29.181]With the scars we don't explain[01:30.703]Well some things never change[01:33.888]I wake up[01:36.562]Close my eyes[01:39.011]To things I don't wanna see[01:45.558]I'm too blind[01:48.002]I don't care[01:51.004]To accept reality[01:57.531]Every morning that I wake up[01:58.705]Always see you in the mirror[02:00.025]In my eyes, in my smile[02:01.329]In the way that I appear[02:02.792]In my walk, in my dress[02:04.200]In every single thing I fear[02:05.746]You're somehow always here[02:08.861]Every minute that I made it through[02:10.534]You were never there[02:11.668]In the pain, in the screams[02:13.230]In the wiping of the tears[02:14.749]In the loss, in the gain[02:16.150]When the drugs were always here[02:18.002]You were somehow never there[02:20.861]Every need I needed met[02:22.080]Never seemed to meet you[02:23.349]When the bumps, when the shots[02:24.901]Held my hand instead of you[02:26.436]When the warmth, when the bond[02:27.942]In the bottle I was soothed[02:29.278]Something I never got from you[02:32.337]Every strangers bed that I rent[02:33.855]I hope where I can stay[02:35.227]With no love, only f*cks[02:36.537]With our damage in the way[02:37.957]Only broken, never healed[02:39.574]With the scars we don't explain[02:41.308]Well some things never change[02:44.384]I wake up[02:47.652]Close my eyes[02:50.362]To things I don't wanna see[02:56.144]I'm too blind[02:58.947]I don't care[03:02.382]To accept reality