[00:00.48]Inside as the rain came pouring down[00:06.16]It can’t wash away all this hurt that haunts me now[00:12.98]Inside as the rain came pouring down[00:18.34]I’m losing touch with the only soul I’ve found[00:23.95]Desperate delusions are all I have[00:28.91]Just to keep me hanging on[00:35.64]I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning[00:38.50]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[00:41.36]No way out[00:45.92]Here I am again[00:47.27]I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning[00:49.76]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[00:52.62]No way out[00:57.33]Here I am again[01:04.38]Choked up, but the pain came after all[01:10.11]I feel displaced in these once familiar walls[01:15.86]Patient I fall with no end in sight[01:20.88]And the noose around my neck[01:27.10]I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning[01:29.99]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[01:32.86]No way out[01:37.58]Here I am again[01:38.70]I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning[01:41.47]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[01:44.40]No way out[01:49.00]Here I am again[01:51.52]And as I let hindsight translate nightmares into reality,[01:56.43]I begin to see myself for who I truly was,[01:59.40]somebody desperate,[02:00.26]somebody entirely out of their depth,[02:02.21]somebody beyond their abilities to cope.[02:04.51]And as I exhale out the pain,[02:06.63]I’m digesting the severity of the depression I felt,[02:10.28]the extent to which it claimed a piece of me,[02:12.52]how it’s left me emotionally vacant and painfully numb.[02:16.36]And now together,[02:17.47]my faults and my thoughts prey on me like vultures,[02:18.92]creeping from their comfortable distance,[02:20.78]never once exiting my line of vision.[02:22.94]And the facade I invite to amble whilst wearing my skin,[02:25.88]he isn’t me and he never will be me.[02:29.88]And I know that I ****ed up,[02:31.42]but I want to grow from it.[02:33.32]I shut my eyes, but my world’s still burning[02:36.14]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[02:38.96]No way out[02:43.68]Here I am again[02:45.18]I find myself in the same dark ending[02:47.58]I can’t escape, I feel it killing me[02:50.42]No way out[02:55.13]Here I am again[02:56.28]No way out[03:00.84]Here I am again