[00:00.000] 作曲 : ALEXANDER CHASE EDELSTEIN[00:01.000] 作词 : Jonah Anderson[00:13.693]2015, me and fam moved out[00:15.232]Money was low, we was in a drought[00:16.762]2016, we got a new house[00:18.339]It didn't last long, we got kicked out[00:19.828]I was a young nigga, grinding every single day[00:20.693]Used to do YouTube, I was playing 2k[00:23.676]We was down bad, took it day by day[00:25.342]My mama was struggling, I didn't even know what to say[00:27.318]Every single day, it was some new shit[00:28.376]I couldn't do shit, felt like a nuisance[00:30.233]I had to grow up fast[00:31.376]I didn't go to school nigga, used to skip my class[00:33.642]I couldn't even talk to my dad[00:35.367]I couldn't even talk to my brother[00:36.615]It was some nights had to pray for my mother[00:38.236]I couldn't even enjoy my summer[00:39.896]But **** that shit, nigga its the past[00:41.590]That don't change shit it was still bad[00:41.956]But we still alive, got to be glad[00:45.131]It got worse when my mama crashed[00:46.798]Then my sister started being bad[00:48.597]Her and my mama was fussing and fighting[00:49.969]She got caught smoking weed, my sister indicted[00:51.946]I was so ****ed up cause she was proving[00:52.922]Damn[00:53.776]Fast forward to 2018, I ain't have a lot of things[00:56.823]A lot of shit changed when I met tee[00:58.584]My mama was gone it was just me[01:00.375]I broke my arm, I was in a cast[01:02.056]I had better days, it was still bad[01:03.484]But I was in high school at last[01:05.418]Didn't talk to nobody while I was in class,yes[01:07.602]Mama came back, then she got locked up[01:09.084]Damn[01:10.873]Didn't have nobody to talk to, it was getting rough[01:14.181]Then this one girl had reached out[01:15.643]I didn't even know her but I still freaked out[01:17.535]And then we got closer and closer and closer[01:18.933]She was my only friend, she wasn't like others[01:19.531]It was the end of the year, I was about to give up[01:21.111]Always fake smiled, nigga put up a front[01:21.770]Then I met some new niggas[01:25.986]Too many to name, I love all my niggas[01:27.571]I miss playing the game with all of my niggas[01:29.014]I miss playing 2k with all of my niggas[01:30.550]I still grind everyday with all of my niggas[01:32.432]I know ima go up, put on for my niggas