[00:00.000] 作词 : 无[00:01.000] 作曲 : 无[00:37.696]occasionally i sit on the toilet i dont i dont ****[00:41.830]i just like the feeling of running away from all these stuff outside[00:46.341]and i write this song to record my struggle in my 18 in english[00:54.362]its so hard start this song[00:58.124]its been a while since i come to this stage[01:00.629]sayin im doing okay speak for my age[01:03.386]but i doubt[01:05.141]do i deserve all these compliments[01:06.645]no matter how hard i try i can never find my contentment[01:09.165]what if i fall what if no more excellent work[01:11.420]what if the ship to my dream wont let me on board[01:14.177]how will people judge me when i lack of creativity[01:17.184]will this cruel reality drive me to insanity[01:19.941]i keep telling myself that i can be anybody[01:22.448]but i do nothing for it isnt it funny[01:25.206]i know these fancy words not the anwser to my problem[01:27.962]yet i cannot find a better way to help me solve them[01:30.721]to be honest[01:31.725]there are dirty scene in my imaginary[01:33.736]i fcked up things but i still want to be legendary[01:35.991]i want you to swing your body when you listen to me[01:38.497]i want you to feel what i wrote and i really mean it[01:41.504]just broke up with my girl we had three years together[01:44.262]almost forget the thrill and excitement when i get her[01:47.269]sometimes i really miss her but sometimes i dont[01:50.026]its so complex when i think of i wrote her a song[01:52.533]i didnt buy the airpods cause i still keep the earphones[01:55.291]for real i have imagine how we share a sweet home[01:57.798]i did wrong things chat with another girl all night[02:00.304]but it was always her to apologize when we have fight[02:03.561]**** god i was d wrong[02:06.068]but there is no promise that i wont do anything[02:09.076]i regret[02:09.327]there is no button for my life to reset[02:11.332]many wants to ruin my life but you konw i wont let[02:14.091]people say you work hard youll have chance to be one of the best[02:17.600]kill the hest[02:18.853]need a chance to lose myself i will put off my mask[02:21.861]youll see a different me when i return im the one who stand the last[02:25.120]i will stay with my city i will stay with my friends[02:27.877]i will work out my problem with my mom and my dad[02:30.383]i will try my best to make concret grow roses[02:33.392]i will have no fear to bring out my view when everyone opposes[02:36.901]i get up when im down[02:37.653]had enough almost drowned[02:38.910]when **** rough i get tough[02:40.413]and when i beaten to the ground[02:41.417]i get up[02:46.688]i get up when im down[02:48.191]had enough almost drowned[02:49.444]when **** rough i get tough[02:50.949]and when i beaten to the ground[02:52.202]i get up