[00:20.167]i know that i remember lying[00:23.152]but i don’t remember why[00:25.292]run your hands under my shirt[00:27.722]feel you slow down on my thighs[00:30.112]if there's any blood left in my body[00:32.259]i’ll ****ing starve it out me[00:34.383]you said its all just for attention[00:36.519]i said i dont feel empathy[00:40.246]how much concealer does it take to live a lie[00:42.905]why am i apathetic to the other side[00:47.229]tear apart the styro let the life flow down into the drain[01:15.060]maybe i can learn to love you[01:16.683]with ice cubes and rubber bands[01:18.601]you’ll call this poetry on my grave[01:20.321]but melodrama in my hands[01:23.002]look at my arms before my face[01:25.143]tell me how beautiful i am[01:27.045]a worthless act of altruism[01:29.196]something i’ll never understand[01:31.611]what makes it worth coming back every ****ing time[01:35.591]do it with patience drawing straight parallel lines[01:39.677]if i tried harder you’d never have to hear me lie again