[00:00.000] 作词 : SOG[00:00.273] 作曲 : SOG[00:00.546] 编曲 : SOG[00:00.820]MIX:SOG[00:11.063]prod:10Ri[00:15.991]母带:10Ri[00:29.399]他又把命运全部赌在一张彩票[00:33.899]不安就像海啸般袭来[00:35.543]夹杂着焦虑[00:36.500]不断压榨着他[00:37.956]这让他感到困惑[00:39.543]没办法振作[00:40.528]压不住的愤怒[00:41.457]没人在他身边只有香烟和他共舞[00:43.479]望着麦克风彻夜敲着midi[00:45.508]旋律成了他最大的谜题[00:47.452]还是个梦 还是在谷底[00:49.473]肚子里没货 要怎么去浮起[00:51.448]做了新的beat 又有新的主意[00:53.481]可现实总让他一败涂地[00:55.515]父母离异[00:56.403]他也退了学[00:57.570]一桶桶泡面[00:58.522]往嘴里嚼[00:59.593]亲戚们全部都背着他说[01:01.525]千万别和这个废物学[01:03.853]隐藏的自卑心里让他开始伪装[01:05.970]无法面对真实的自己[01:08.306]太多了质疑了[01:09.818]刺激着他[01:11.075]找不到自己了[01:12.530]昼夜颠倒 还是不困[01:14.334]他的梦想 还是个梦[01:16.425]汽车是共享的[01:17.652]不可能中奖的[01:18.628]这让他一点点动摇[01:20.390]不想显得特别突兀[01:22.290]没钱让他特别孤独[01:24.393]换条出路 或许有出路[01:26.387]或许他生活能有一点舒服[01:28.356]受够了饥饿感想填饱肚子[01:32.394]受够了饥饿感想填饱肚子[01:35.992]I don't wanna try[01:39.641]but they always want me try[01:43.572]一路来受了多少伤[01:47.561]却还在迷途跌撞[01:51.875]Who can hear me cry[01:55.755]I don't have any ally[01:59.305]用说谎[02:02.562]来掩盖彷徨装坚强[02:07.993]因为没钱这是第几次背叛[02:09.750]未愈合的伤口在不断溃烂[02:11.882]碎成废墟 活得像悲剧[02:13.734]不成器的样子好像最烂的罪犯[02:15.947]假装听不到母亲叹气[02:17.418]被当作吹牛的一本万利[02:19.783]怜悯的眼神让他不能换气[02:21.738]还是无法接受这种善意[02:23.914]为什么不会去找一份稳当的工作[02:26.424]或是去等学业通过[02:28.495]就喜欢当一个蠢货[02:30.090]拥挤的桌子也算是工作台[02:32.335]想成功 就凭你[02:33.820]就凭这 几平米[02:35.329]不是去打击你[02:36.815]你还是清醒点吧 清醒点吧[02:39.960]又一次在长辈在面前失控[02:41.892]可口袋不容许就此失踪[02:43.871]只剩下对不起 假装站队伍里[02:46.004]听够了受够了太多了为了你[02:47.966]无悔的活着就要负罪[02:50.007]注定要背负着太多的误会[02:51.996]放肆做 用结果让他们住嘴[02:53.920]一点点 一点点 收回这覆水[02:56.123]想想还有太多没得到[02:58.095]怎么甘愿就此迷失掉[03:00.178]证明自己就是这块料[03:01.990]等着粉丝挤着要合照[03:04.021]想想还有太多没得到[03:06.003]怎么甘愿就此迷失掉[03:08.024]证明自己就是这块料[03:10.118]等着粉丝挤着要合照[03:11.967]I don't wanna try[03:15.702]but they always want me try[03:19.527]一路来受了多少伤[03:23.538]却还在迷途跌撞[03:28.005]Who can hear me cry[03:31.697]I don't have any ally[03:35.332]用说谎[03:37.739]来掩盖彷徨装坚强[03:42.086]