FEAR - NF.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Sojka/NF
[00:00.180] 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/NF
[00:00.360] Hello darkness my old friend
[00:05.405] Knocking at my door again
[00:10.785] Begging me to come outside
[00:15.861] And let you back into my life
[00:20.771] Now usually I’d be strong enough
[00:26.456] To lock the doors and keep em shut
[00:31.369] But not today I’m desperate
[00:36.806] So go ahead and come on in
[00:41.835] So go ahead and come on in
[00:47.106] So go ahead and come on in
[00:54.071] OCD is worse than ever hands are bleeding maybe I should take the pills don’t
[00:57.920] Know what’s going on with me somedays actually think I might be schizo-
[01:01.839] Phrenic prolly not but even writing this is making me begin to spiral oh God
[01:09.401] Made a promise to myself I wouldn’t let the fear back in but then I did though
[01:13.204] Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running what a joke
[01:16.890] Disappointed yeah me too I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough guess not
[01:23.995] It’s the same song and dance you’ve all seen it before
[01:27.716] Darkness holds out his hand then we walk to the floor
[01:31.491] Every decision made isn’t mine anymore
[01:35.198] Like a puppet with strings I just don’t have a choice
[01:39.039] What’s the truth what’s a lie helped me God help help me Lord
[01:42.858] Face your fears dry you’re eyes grandma died
[01:45.752] What’s the point
[01:46.589] Lost the keys lost my hope lost my will lost my joy
[01:50.467] Lost a friend lost my home lost my faith lost my voice
[02:10.048] Standing back watching
[02:14.846] My mansion
[02:17.627] Burn to ash while I
[02:25.219] Hold the gas can
[02:29.002] Asking God if
[02:32.705] He started this fire
[02:39.086] Is this what you wanted
[02:42.907] Is this what you wanted
[02:46.996] Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life
[02:50.177] Just to lay them to rest
[02:54.242] Is this what you wanted
[02:58.083] Is this what you wanted
[03:01.878] Give me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is
[03:09.514] Is this what you wanted
[03:11.627] On the verge on the edge
[03:13.454] Is this what you wanted
[03:15.125] Petrified scared to death
[03:17.078] Is this what you wanted
[03:18.968] Praying to God desperate
[03:20.911] Is this what you wanted
[03:23.256] What you wanted
[03:24.669] Is this what you wanted
[03:26.516] Hanging on by a thread
[03:28.539] Is this what you wanted
[03:30.224] Empty heart nothing left
[03:32.251] Is this what you wanted
[03:34.225] Breaking down spiraling
[03:36.049] Is this what you wanted
[03:38.288] What you wanted
[03:39.707] Is this what you wanted
[03:41.123] Standing back watching
[03:43.724] Is this what you wanted
[03:45.993] My mansion
[03:47.372] Is this what you wanted
[03:48.573] Burn to ash while I
[03:50.959] Is this what you wanted
[03:53.367] What you wanted
[03:54.907] Is this what you wanted
[03:55.875] Hold the gas can
[03:58.705] Is this what you wanted
[04:00.032] Asking God if
[04:02.613] Is this what you wanted
[04:03.770] He started this fire
[04:06.275] Is this what you wanted
[04:08.898] What you wanted