[00:00.000] 作曲 : Abby Powledge[00:11.833]When I woke up this morning[00:14.556]My whole left arm was numb[00:17.096]After the toss and turning[00:19.779]Must've slept on it wrong[00:22.813]I took it as a chance to[00:25.307]Hold my own face for once[00:28.114]Self centered, desperate dance it's[00:30.852]It's like I had someone[00:35.429]I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time[00:40.969]How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life[00:46.432]I know that I've acted without reason, without rhyme[00:51.887]'Cause it makes it easier to lie[00:55.167]And to say I'm not the problem[00:57.862]That my path will serve me well[01:00.597]'Cause what they have, is what I want[01:04.891]To have, and to be held[01:12.832]I can't afford the coffee, that I seek out each day[01:17.937]I'm in there way too often, the workers know my name[01:23.552]I take it as a chance to have someone tend to me[01:29.261]Pretend it's sunday morning, he brewed it just for me[01:36.557]I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time[01:41.977]How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life[01:47.525]I know that I've acted out of anger, out of spite[01:52.970]'Cause it makes it easier to lie[01:56.124]And to say I'm not the problem[01:58.858]That my path will serve me well[02:01.586]'Cause what they have, is what I want[02:05.825]To have and to be held[02:11.437]To have and to be held[02:16.896]To have and to be held[02:22.405]To have and to be held[02:29.004]'Cause maybe I don't like going out[02:31.678]Maybe I just like kissing strangers[02:34.483]Maybe I never need a haircut[02:37.258]Just for my hair to be played with[02:39.996]I can't stand getting my nails done[02:42.756]But I like when they hold my hand[02:45.324]I feel like I'm just always searching for replacements for a man[02:53.705]I know I'm pathetic and projecting half the time[02:59.044]How I've had to compensate with friendships all my life[03:04.708]I know that I've acted out of grievance, out of pride[03:10.249]'Cause it makes it easier to lie[03:13.383]And to say I'm not the problem[03:16.074]That my path will serve me well[03:18.798]'Cause what they have, is what I want[03:23.052]To have and to be held[03:28.608]To have and to be held[03:34.107]To have and to be held[03:39.601]To have and to be held[03:45.229]To have and to be held